Darkness Falls
Darkness falls shoving my precious blues and violets down the black hole of depression. I no longer remember how to smile or create or spar. I wish to disappear into the darkness until the light...
View ArticleSwarms
The attack not killer bees nor locusts nor hornets nor any insect but the contents of the mind Tied up in knots not safe not secure not strong not peace Sick with the plague of fears negative...
View Article“Music Magic”
Today a lightness of being want to share the scintillating spark Cat Stevens and his cohorts see the Light music often mania makes is this mania or is it the catepillar coming out of the chrysalis of...
View ArticlePrayer of Despair
Oh God, where art thou? I feel Thee not near me clouds obscure Thy light fields lie barren like my soul Love was in my heart but I feel it not all is obscured Pain and illness shroud all light in...
View ArticleOverloaded Circuits
On circuit overload can’t turn off the current despite parallel despair know a fuse will blow but can do little to stop the flow mania and depression together = paranoia Filed under: Anxiety,...
View ArticleThe Reign of Pain
Tears,years, fears, pain, pane, rain, car, far, are you there, somewhere? I can’t hear you. I can’t see you. I can’t feel you. Any more. Why did you have to die? Why did you have to go? Your...
View ArticleDark Night of the Soul
No words today…Filed under: Abstract Paintings, Bipolar Disorder, Depression and Mania, Mood Paintings, Paintings, Spirituality Tagged: Abstract paintings, Bipolar Depression, Bipolar Disorder, Dark...
View ArticleSummer Inertia?
Am I caught in a web like a fly in a drainpipe? Or is it summer inertia, The lazy, hazy daze? Could it be I have lost it totally to a pharmaceutical lobotomy? Or am I processing still retreat with...
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